I never knew i will be able to see u again . You were just standing next to me queing up for the atms . I believe u actually saw mi and might be thinking this guy do looks quite famaliar .
My heart pounded every seconds away. I don't even have the courage to say "Hi" to u .
I believe u sense someting was amiss , thus u began to walk away from the que eventhough it was just like 2 ppl ahead of u . Or maybe i think too much ... U still look the same as before , long hair , tan skin ...
So many years had past. The last time i saw u was like some 4 years ago . u were actually walking right in front of mi towards my direction . But u just walk past mi and not even looking at mi . I was really stun . Maybe my army uniform is not attractive enough or i might just be another unknown walking by.
You never knew about this but i did well for my math for 'O' level because of u . Remember the Peer tutoring stuff? U were my tutor and i was your tutees . I always flung my maths every year , F9 and always F9 even in the prelims but i did it for u and score a B3 .
I had a crush on u since Sec 3 but i could do nothing as u always try to keep a distance from mi . I call u but u gave mi alot of execues . It was so difficult to chat up with u as we were in a different class.
Some will know who she is , most don't .
Thank you and may u stay happy and believe in your lord .
I will never forget u , in my memories and in the bottom of my heart .
10 years...
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what we could have been, 11:25 PM.